Chapter 3 · Return to the Roots
Off to the Snowy Giants - at last
25 April 2011
Wow.....it's so been a while! Being with my family in Russia for 1 whole month was profound, challenging, transformative and wonderful - all at the same time. I have much to ketch-up on in writing - to share with you my experience. I wonder if you are still listening... I met with a lot of Shadow and Light in that month. I met with support and judgement....and faced some serious paradigm gaps in communication. I believe, I've reached some new levels in acceptance and tolerance of self and others [yeah, I know - is there really a difference? Vasishta Sage would laugh].
I saw Russia with new eyes....and Russian Spring for the first time in nearly 14 years! I watched the ice melt on the river.....after walking on it and meeting men with burrs and seeing "walruses" strengthen their health by jumping into an ice-hole but a week before.....
It is with deep relief that I have come to the Himalayas on April 20th.....in spite of the 17 hr flight and a 9 hr sleepover in Delhi [they have AWESOME couches in the airport] and an electric self-play-piano to play lullabies to the wanderers like me.
As I glided over the impossible rice terraces on the earthly folds covered with snow.....approaching Kathmandu, I felt something I think I have never felt in my life - like coming home. The feeling but increased as I landed and breathed in the air of this sacred land.
I am now in Pokhara and heading around Annapurna tomorrow AM. My heart feels lighter with each day approaching my ascent. I am trekking alone [meet my guide and porter ;O))]....yet, there are many people on the trail, they say. I have a distinct feeling of finishing yet another ring of the spiral.....and know in my gut I will not be the same being coming down after facing the Giants. That is, presuming Yeti [the local folklore favourite] will not choose me as his bride ;O))......
Tears well up in my eyes as I realize that I've dreamed to do this ascent since I was 3 years old and gazed upon "The Path" of Roerich. BTW, Roerichs have received my bow as I visited their cosmic museum in Moscow - an experience in itself.
So, for those faithful souls still peeking into this blog, pray, send me warm winds in your mind. It gets mighty chilly at >5km! I'll post many pix of Thailand+ the impossible rocks of Krabi and Russia....as well as impressions when I return. Such is my intent.
With love,
One.